Saturday, March 19, 2005

Through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the season
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You

I’ll sing to you Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I’m carried in everlasting arms
You’ll never let me go
Through it all

Hallelujah Hallelujah

Words and lyrics by Reuben Morgan

Power of Prayer

Do you believe in the power of prayer?

I do.

I believe we have an all sovereign, powerful God who loves us very much.
Of course, not every single prayer might be answered: it has to be in the will of God.

I don't know how many people read my blog...
However, I have an urgent prayer request. And if you do believe in the power of prayer, please join me in praying.

My aunt has been diagnosed with terminal cancer. Her condition is deteriorating quickly. It is a very tough time for me and my family. However, please pray that:-

1. She will turn to the Lord at this time for comfort. Most importantly is that she accepts God in her heart.
2. Comfort, ease from her pain.
3. Family members to see God and experience his love though this is a very tough time.
4. Please pray that God will grant me strength, it is a very tough time, hard to concentrate on studies during a time like this.

However, I believe that the Lord is my rock and my salvation, of whom shall I fear?
My weakness is made perfect by His strength. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Shake hands with the devil

I'm bored. It's Saturday. I had a Navs Leadership Meeting...then came back and rested a bit. I proceeded to try to read my Econs Text, but to no avail! So, I went jogging out in the nice 8c weather and thought I'll come back with more enthusiasm for econ! Alas, no...arg, this chapter on Costs is soooooo long-winded...it's almost 45 pages or so...and so many graphs and dry! Ugh! And I really have to read it to start on my Econ assignment which is due next Thursday. I have three assignments due next week, and I've only completed one. The other two; econ and accounting, needs going through the text and notes to figure out the answers...so, hopefully I will and am able to do that soon!

So, since I'm bored...and really am taking such a long painful time to read one page of econ, I decided to write a little.

So, yep...I saw Shake Hands with the Devil when I was in Calgary. It was very interesting. Just a little blurp on it, it's a documentary from Romeo Dallaire's perspective on the genocide in Rwanda in 93. He is a Canadian who was commanding the UN peacekeeping troop in 93. However, although UN gave him the authority and status, he was merely just a figure head without power, financial means in Rwanda. When Dallaire observed that there was an intense ethnic hatred between the Hutus and Tutsis, he immediately reported it to UN, to ask for more financial and man power. However, not only did not respond...but they did not care. Subsequently, the situation progressed to a point where the tutsis were killing innocent hutus, and there was nothing the new "government" in Rwanda could do, and the Belgian troops just immediately pulled out their expatriats and left. Only Dallaire's small UN troop did not pull out, since he was convinced that he had to do something; these are innocent lives being killed. He begged the world and UN to help, but there was only silence. Indeed, the world was silent then, I wonder if it will still be silent if a situation of such were to happen again.

So anyway, I had an online conversation with a friend about this topic the other day. And he gave a very rational answer: the UN have limited resources and therefore Rwanda was just a hopeless case where these resources would be wasted on. Very rational indeed. Of course, economics would say that there are scarce resources, and we need to rationally choose the best way to use these resources. And, I am a rational person, really! But, if we were just to look at the facts and numbers and distant ourselves from the situation, how human are we? Or are we turning into heartless robots who only cares about mechanical figures? What then is humanitarian? What does it mean to become humans? Do we care about our species at all? Or is it really "just too bad for them" since they are in that hole of stagnant economy, with nothing to offer the world? That I think, is being very selfish and cold-hearted.

Social Justice is a big word. It is an important word too. Every living human on this planet deserve to have the basic materials in life; food, water, shelter and clothing. And as we proceed to become more advanced and educated in thinking, social justice should come naturally too. That itself is a thinking due to civilization. If we progress scientifically and technologically while leaving out the heart matter of caring for the people, then we are becoming more backwards in thinking.

Again, it is hard to put both the mechanical scarce resources numbers and the heart matter in the same container. However, it is impossible to separate the both. Both are equally important. And for me, as how my friend claimed that I'm being purely "emotional" would put the heart matter above the numbers. Yes and No. I would put the people above all, but the scarcity matter still counts. It doesn't go away. But as humankind, I'm sure we are able to really help if we want to. The question is, do we want to?

Friday, March 04, 2005

Wisdom

Proverbs 4:23

"Guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life."

NIV Version

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Enough

Enough by Chris Tomlin

You’re my supply, my breath of life
And still more awesome than I know
You’re my reward, worth living for
And still more awesome than I know, and

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You’re my sacrifice, of greatest price
And still more awesome than I know
You’re my coming king, You are everything
And still more awesome than I know, and

More than all I want, more than all I need
You are more than enough for me
More than all I know, more than all I can say
You are more than enough for me


© 2001 worshiptogether.com songs/Six Steps Music

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

This is my desire

This is my desire,
to honour You,
Lord with all my heart,
I worship You,
All I have within me,
I give You praise,
All that I adore, is in You,
Lord I give You my heart,
I give You my soul,
I live for You alone,
Every breath that I take,
every moment I'm awake,
Lord have Your way in me.